so, not ver fond of me anymore.....that is ok....i am better off alone and worthless anyway. word hurt you know, and even now 20 with autism, i still see no need to continue on with life. I hurt too many people and it is time i give up. I hope you can forgive me or if you are willing to forgive me. I still cared about you the day we broke up bc I didn't want you in harms way during that time. After seeing what i saw i closed my account stewartanthony820 and am now on this one. I look back on those tonella picks and wished i didnt make my decisions. there are days i struggle wishing i had never existed in the first place for nobody understands me or even cares too. I feel alone with autism and nobody wants to talk to me here or in real life bc they look at me and judge me. I don't have any friends irl, much less someone to love me. I have gave up searching bc i knew i woul;d just hurt someone again bc i am worthless. I hope you understand this. I gave up on love for video games and they have replaced daqting all together bc im ugly, stupid and am better off suffering or being dead in many ways. I loved you then and I love you now Haley. Plz forgive me and i hope things work out for you in the end as they never will for me.